because really life is short and when I was in the tank it really didn’t matter to anyone else but me. Locking myself in the tank today helped me reset and realize I’m just me and there’s a lot of people in this world who are just like me and none of us should be cruising around with the high self worth I had on my mind. My sense of self was also sort of changed, I think a little less of myself and foolish for thinking I had become really important to the world. The effects of this float continued all day, with heightened awareness on sensations and colors and even things like signs and logos seemed really intense to me. about that time the chimes were ringing and I got out slowly recovered and went on with the rest of our day. Like I wanted to get out and feel my body moving again but I stayed in a little longer and really settled into a dreamy state of mind thinking about how the float had gone and I looked forward to sharing the experience and talking with my wife. Gently stretching each part of my body, sort of like one at a time and moving around felt amazing and relieving the sensation deprivation was WOW really a cool craving. I then started to feel the need to stretch my body and like I was waking up in bed but I realized I was in the tank and slowly started to move around and feel the water again. Then I thought about all the things that were happening out in the world and I didn’t HAVE to be there, and it would still go on without me. I felt like my mind was totally free to fly anywhere it wanted and my body sequestered in this little tank. Was totally motionless but I could no longer feel the water or the air. Then I became aware of my mind detaching from my body and I realized I couldnt feel much of my body. I don’t really know if I was asleep or awake in a zen like state. I spent the first 5 minutes fighting with the pillow, bouncing off the walls and getting comfortable and then about 10 minutes listening to my own breathing and heart beat as I drifted in and out of a dreamy state thinking about all the crap in my life just faded away and then I fell asleep while seeing lots of colorful visuals and hearing music in my head. I spent the first 5 minutes fighting with the pillow. It does not store any personal data.First time floating today. The cookie is set by the GDPR Cookie Consent plugin and is used to store whether or not user has consented to the use of cookies. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Performance". This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Other. The cookies is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Necessary". The cookie is set by GDPR cookie consent to record the user consent for the cookies in the category "Functional". The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Analytics". These cookies ensure basic functionalities and security features of the website, anonymously. Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly.
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